Random

Heaven kind of sucks but it's still my favourite place for a dream. I just dream weird stuff... Almost every night. I can remember it for about two hours after standing up and then it's gone or I just remember the ugly stuff like the three-dog I was dreaming about. Eeew.

Ingenious

A picture from last years trip to Berlin. One of the two. First there were three of us, just Melina and I left for the second time. So we did what we always do in this situations: Beeing ourselves and get to know the city like we want to. That mainly means that we almost haven't seen Berlin by day (apart from the shops of course)but that doesn't matter 'cause cities are always more interesting by night.

Underground

Leipzig

A Never Giving Up

Found this video on this blog (which is, by the way, awesome. Love to read her extremly normal stuff, I guess that's why it's so intersting) and I think it's an great song. Haven't already heard to the other stuff but that's not gonna take a long time until I do.

Edit: Ordered the album

Ramona Falls - Russia from Souterrain Transmissions on Vimeo.

Wooden

Remember the song "Colors Of The Wind" out of the Disney Film Pocahontas? If people would think a little bit more like that, our earth would be healthier. But it's not in human nature to take care... A pity, we just have this one planet. Unfortunately I guess I'm one of the bad ones too. I should stop travelling but that wouldn't be healthy for my soul neither.
I'm a egoist, I know, as we all are a little bit.

Terribly good

One of the ways to spend my life is the fallowing one:





Sometimes it's very hard to be a leader, especially when I'm incredibly tired of all the little problems we have to handle out in this camps. But if I'm honest; Just love these times, even I have to spend them in a hospital.

Sense of Disappointment

Nobody can write lyrics like Bloc Party. These are not lyrics anymore, these are pure emotions and feelings.
It might be because of their song Kreuzberg that they always remind me to Berlin. Oh, how I love this city, how I lost my heart to her when I was there the first time. Fortunatly I'm going back soon.

Two of my favourite songs (they are all good):

For The Sake Of Melancholy

Anise

This pictures are the results of a very confusing evening in mid-november. I learned how to be emotional without standing in the middle of the conflict, that Ouzo is a very evil beverage and that it's good to always have a pyjama with me 'cause sleeping in my own pyjama will get me the best sleep I can have somewhere else. If Xenia had my bed, the sleep over would have been quite perfect.

Infection

It's still impossible for me to stop listening to Warpaint: Billy Holiday and Undertow never gonna leave my ear again. Melina infected me.

Allright

Don't just write about the ugly and bad stuff. I'm sure, there's good one too.

Leaf

Unfortunatly the dress which is made out of this cloth isn't mine. But sometimes it's better to not own everything 'cause life wouldn't be that bitter-sweet anymore if we would have and get all the things we want. So I'm quite happy about that fact, bitterness is the thing I like the most.

Growing Up

Growing Up's never easy, to find out who we really are might be the biggest quest we ever get in our lifes. Saw this film about 15 times and I still love it.

Pocket Lamp

Here a little experiment we made. Tried to get some bizzar lightnig conditions.

Unleash the fucking dada!

While listening to Dada Life, Melina and I went outside to take some pictures for Lookbook. This time was my turn to dress her up with my clothes. She wears almost all of my frustration shopping pieces. Got this black dress last week on sale and I really love the parka, size XXL but fits anyway.

Goldfinger

Your love is bringing me down like a little bird who can't fly anymore 'cause the sky's so full of heavy, golden rain.




I took this pictures as they are, no photoshop or any image editing. I'm deeply in love with them.

Ghost Pressure

Records

Music's a good thing we guess. Even if we are a little bit confused and dazed after spending five hours (or 300 minutes) in room without a window, we handled it quite good 'cause we like to make music.
And If somebody has money and don't know what to do with it, please offer me a Nord Stage, the big one.

Sunday Afternoon

So good! Thanks to Melina and her stupid MacBook, they saved my rainy sunday afternoon.

Aquarius

Nothing's lovelier than a fresh melted, sunny winter day. Sitting next to the water, floating alone in thoughts while you get blinded by the sun. That's what winter was made for!

Papier mâché

These hangers are last christmas presents which I made on my own. Tinkered stuff seems to be so lovely (and better than anything bought just to have a christmas present) so I try do made things by myself as often as I can. The things I tinker should be usefull and not expensive. One example: clothes hangers.

1. Paint some newsprint in colours which fit together. I used green/blue/grey and pink/violet/grey. You have to mix the paint with a lot of water so the letters on the newspaper are still visible.


2. Drag the newsprint in little pieces and stick it with paste on a wooden, non-treated hanger. After drying, spray a little bit varnish over it.



Unfortunatly I forgot to made some for myself but that doesn't matter 'cause it's very easy, cheap, not a big effort and so much fun!

Banlieu

I Had the chance to watch this movie yesterday(thanks to Anna). There is one question left which I can't get out of my head: Who started the fight? The police or the people?

View

An appartment with a view and a wonderful window. I want to have these kinds of windwows some times too.

30th December

Unfortunatly I'm home again. I was a little bit busy the last few days so I couldn't post any new stuff. I had to struggle against the cold wind in Berlin and Stralsund but I really enjoyed it, struggeling is something wonderful especially if it's wintertime and you have your love.